When everything fades into the abyss,
everything turns black,
the voices that once gave you hope
disappear
as the peace within you
slowly turn into a war.
The blood that is shed
is the blood of your closest friends
and family
fiance
loved ones in general.
You stand there
with the tears in your eyes
wondering where it all went wrong.
Wondering when you went wrong
and without knowing about it
turned your head
and looked away.
You never meant to be
the reason for the weakness
that the demon within you
caused on the people around you.
Its a curse
hell that lives within you.
Your nothing more than a monster,
beautiful to some
others are a myster
It seems so far
so foreign
but now I know its true.
The fox
I once knew
left mt side
and joined the hunters.
How else
could they know
my words
were reaching him?
It is only possible
if he has left the land of
my forest
and now walk among
the hunters
that for so long
have tried to destroy me.
How is this possible
when just a little while ago
he was staying by my side
telling me day and night
that he would never leave me?
I guess words and just that
only words,
just as I had always known
but felt I should give him just enough trust
which I can see now is my
very own mistake.
How else could they even know
I was still speaking to him?
The
My final words
To my beloved fox,
Live with happiness,
You may not see it now
But you are an amazing person
There is someone better
Someone stronger
Than I ever was,
That is waiting for the day
That you two meet.
Keep your hopes up my beloved fox
You mean the world,
Maybe that's why I feel
As if I'm bounding you to my hell.
No tears
Time will heal you wounds
Your beautiful
In so many ways
I wish I was strong enough
To show you.
My time
It fades
My heart
It dies.
There is nothing to me,
You did an amazing job
Repairing the pieces.
You don't see what you created,
You don't see the goddess
You created.
You can do better
So why stay in my hel